What I write is always a "work in progress". This last few days I have wrote little. Only two pieces on DSAI and another short one today....but you guys really went to town with your comments of what I wrote. Thank you for your interest. I am grateful whenever anyone takes the trouble to write me their thoughts on what I write - whether they agree or disagree is immaterial - making the effort is what counts. Let me try to explain what is in my head and why I am writing what I write about DSAI.
Who my Father is (may he rest in peace) is immaterial. What I did in KL is no body's business but mine. I came to Australia penniless. Even today I wake up at 5a.m twice a week to go clean up a squash court - so that I can pay my rent. Waking up at 5 a.m in Winter to go and do some cleaning work is no fun. But do it I must if I am to blog. So to any of you that thinks I left Malaysia with bags of money - perish that thought.
Now give some thought to this. Why, after over two years of consistently writing in support of DSAI, Pakatan Rakyat and hantaming (I do not know if there is such a word ...but it conveys what I do to UMNO/BN/Najib and his goons)... why am I now critical of DSAI? Not of Pakatan Rakyat - just DSAI?
Good manners and civility dictates that I cannot tell you the whole story unless DSAi chooses to tell you his side of it. He does that and I will tell you mine. Suffice to say this - after over two years of being "loyal" to DSAI he fucked me up! So in return I told him "I am going to fuck you up!".Maaf for the language but that is exactly what I told him.
Now let us look at the bigger picture. There are things about DSAI that I know that you do not know.Just as there are some of you that knows things about DSAI that I do not know. Just let me tell you this. What I know of him does not allow him to be PM of our country. If you read all that I write I have always maintained that he should be King maker - not King.
Many of you ask why do I say this only now! Why am I a hypocrite to support him in the past but now chose to discredit him? I will tell you why.
Like the leaders of Pakatan Rakyat I too agree that DSAI is critical to ensure that PR's has a fighting chance against BN at the 13th GE. And we need to keep him unless he becomes too much of a liability to PR. In that time I had hope that DSAI will become the leader we needed and I had hoped that PR will evolved into the opposition we needed in its transition to government. PR has not become that. The reason is DSAi. PKR has not become the political entity we needed. The reason is DSAI. We have lost a few men to BN - the reason is DSAI. We have lost Zaid -the reason is DSAI.This week DSAI lost my support. The reason is also DSAI.
This will do for now while I gather my thoughts and decide what I will write next and what video I will post with it about DSAI. For now if you need to disagree with me do so constructively. Sticks and bones may break my bones.....but talk do not bother me.And if you think that those goons from BN are laughing their head off at what I am doing...I say this...we will see who will have the last laugh. I have not finished with DSAI. This continues....